Day 48 - Last Day of Six Weeks

Mood: Positive, not as emotional
Physical: Nauseated throughout the day, especially if I haven't eaten within 2 hours. Craving sweeter food, like frosted flakes and skittles. Belly is bigger than should be (from bloating or baby pushing my tummy fat out more)

So tomorrow, I pick up some maternity clothes that I ordered at Old Navy and Gap. I'm told that I wouldn't have to buy any yet, but my big ole belly is just having a hard time in my normal pants and I'll need some pants and skirts for work.

I also called my mom today in months and had a nice little chat with her. Really worried about telling her because I think her priorities for me are to have this vivacious career and travel life. I don't think of my mom as a family gal, since she's had bad luck in that region of life. But we'll see and I'll try to stay positive.

Speaking of positive, what's been keeping my moods at bay is reading "The Power." It's the "sequel" to "The Secret." Really simple reading and super powerful. It keeps me positive and not stressed out. Reminds me that everyday is a gift and that life is about living, especially for the things we love and want.

Next steps, I'll be going to a Berkeley Health Clinic tomorrow to apply for membership to be a patient for prenatal care. They will see me and help me with medi-cal paperwork (phew, no going to the ghetto office in Oakland) because they have a designated social worker on staff. So crossing my fingers that I'll have a prenatal appointment this week and hopefully Jon can come.

Second, I have a "third" interview to met staff at the City CarShare office. I hope to really get offered this job. I have every intention, after the offer, to let the director know of my pregnancy and ask if she is comfortable taking me on with this condition. Let's cross my fingers that she appreciates the transparency and early warning and still wants me on board!

Then, Jon and I will have to figure out how to make the "announcement" to friends and family that we haven't told yet. For me, I need to ease in first that Jon and I have worked things out and are going strong.

Phew soo much to do and soo many more days to go.

Baby Status: Baby's placenta development begins. Baby's eyes, ears, mouth, nose, lip, tongue, and teeth are forming.

Preggo Fun Fact: I shouldn't get a massage until approved by a doctor. Massages could trigger labor and contractions.

Day 45 - 6 weeks, 3 Days

Mood: Optimistic, Nervous, Happy, Pre-Occupied, Stressed
Physical: Non-existent waist, nauseated at weird moments, sciatic nerve (butt) pain, body temp running higher

Not sure what I wanted to write, but just wanted to type up a few things. It really helps to just jot down my moods, physical ailments, fun facts and baby stats. Found this site that creates a (cheesy, yet) effective pregnancy calendar with a day-to-day breakdown of what's happening to you and the baby. I copy and pasted a few things from the past week to today below. Check it out, it's really interesting.

I have a second interview today with a really cool non-profit organization and it's a job that sounds really interesting, within my range of skills and looks like they'll be some really cool and challenging projects. I really hope I do well today and get a job offer, especially if it pays well and has great maternity benefits. Wishful thinking!

Well I'm off to take a shower.

Baby's Status: Baby's limb buds are noticeable now. Baby's mouth, jaw, and esophagus are forming. Baby's heart begins to beat, although only visible through ultrasound. Baby's crown to rump length is 4-6 mm. Baby weighs about 0.4 grams. Baby's brain begins to form and cranial nerves are formed. Baby is C shaped now and has a tail.

Preggo Fun Fact: When getting a pedicure, avoid having them massage behind your ankle and around your heel. This could induce contractions. 

Day 38 - Last Day of Week 5

Mood: Tired, Anxious, Overwhelmed
Physical: Right butt cheek hurts, steady nausea earlier today, feeling extra groggy, headache

I decided today to start a private blog about my journey into prego-dom ... hehehe as a written history of my experience to share with friends who will also be pregnant one day and for my child, to share with them when their older.

So, I found out I was pregnant last Friday, August 27 in the morning. I noticed that my regular period "buddies" were all getting their periods and I was due earlier that previous Monday. I dipped the stick into my urine sample and in three minutes, VOILA, a "+" sign.

I took another test Saturday morning and confirmed my pregnancy on Monday with another urine test at planned parenthood.

Fun Preggo Fact: changing the cat's litter may be detrimental to a pregnant woman and her unborn child, it's recommended that pregnant women don't change the kitty's litter.